I forget that some of the most important people in my life know about this blog. Originally, I started it out to be a fun little hobby where I could post random goofy excerpts and nonsensical bullshit, but it eventually evolved into the emotionally driven sap journal it is today. I don’t know what to tell you. I wanted this new version of the page to be anonymous but my whole name and a painting of myself is right there in the gotdamn “ABOUT” section of this site. Whoops…I suppose.

I guess eventually, every “writer,” begins to leak into their work, and it appears I’ve started cocking my leg up and releasing a full days worth of man-Gatorade directly into my WordPress account with each post. The first row of readers will usually get wet.

It’s funny how differently they react to my posts. One of them actively brings it up and tells me it’s either funny or worrisome while another straight out avoids speaking about it. I don’t know which I prefer. A large part of me is realizing that I’m just another whiny bitch that wants to be seen, but I’m poorly blended with an emo “pissant” that wants to avoid the sunshine. I’m complicated like that.

So I offer you guys this. Everything that was wrong with me in the last few posts, is all better. I just needed some sleep and a hot meal. Yeah…I was hungry and sleepy…just an ordinary old ass baby. I’m all better now. No need for the concern.

…You can barely see the scars today…